"Sometimes people put up walls, not to keep others out, but to see who cares enough to break them down"

Harusnya gue sadar, kita stuck di batas 'teman', ga lebih. Harusnya gue sadar percuma gue mencoba jadi yang terbaik, kalau bukan cuma gue yang ada di sisi lo. Harusnya gue sadar, untuk apa gue mencoba mengisi wadah yang sebenarnya telah penuh karena orang lain

Snoop Dogg & Wiz Khalifa - Young, Wild and Free ft. Bruno Mars

 

[Hook: Bruno Mars]
So what we get drunk?
So what we smoke weed?
We’re just having fun
We don’t care who sees
So what we go out?
That’s how its supposed to be
Living young and wild and free

[Verse 1: Wiz Khalifa]
So what I keep ‘em rolled up?
Saggin’ my pants, not caring what I show
Keep it real with my niggas
Keep it player for these hoes
And look clean don't it?
Washed it the other day, watch how you lean on it
Give me some 501 jeans on it
Roll joints bigger than King Kong’s fingers
And smoke them hoes down ’til they stingers
You a class clown and if I skip for the day
I’m with your bitch smokin’ grade A

[Verse 1: Snoop Dogg]
You know what?
It’s like I’m 17 again
Peach fuzz on my face
Lookin’, on the case
Tryna find a hella taste
Oh my god, I’m on the chase, Chevy
It's gettin’ kinda heavy, relevant, sellin’ it
Dippin’ away, time keeps slippin’ away
Zip in the safe, flippin’ for pay
Tippin’ like I’m drippin’ in paint
Up front, four blunts, like, “Khalifa put the weed in a J”


[Verse 2: Wiz Khalifa]
And I don't even care
Cause if me and my team in there
There's gonna be some weed in the air
Tell 'em Mac

[Verse 2: Snoop Dogg]
Blowin' everywhere we goin' and now you knowin'
When I step right up, get my lighter so I can light up

[Wiz Khalifa]
That's how it should be done
Soon as you thinkin' you're down
Find how to turn things around
Now things are lookin' up

[Snoop Dogg]
From the ground up, pound up, this Taylor Gang
So turn my sound up and mount up and do my thang

[Wiz Khalifa]
Now I'm chillin', fresh outta class, feelin'
Like I'm on my own and I could probably own a building
Got my own car, no job, no children
Had a science project, me and Mac killed it

[Snoop Dogg]
T-H-C, M-A-C, D-E-V, H-D-3, high as me
This is us, we gon' fuss
And we gon' fight and we gon' roll
And live off life

[Bridge: Wiz Khalifa]
Yea, roll one, smoke one
When you live like this you’re supposed to party
Roll one, smoke one, and we all just having fun
So we just, roll one, smoke one
When you live like this you’re supposed to party
Roll one, smoke one, and we all just having fun

Drive by - Train

On the other side of a street I knew
Stood a girl that looked like you
I guess that's déjà vu
I thought this can't be true
'Cause you moved to west LA
Or New York or Santa Fe
Or wherever to get away from me

Oh but that one night
Was more than just right
I didn't leave you 'cause I was all through
Oh I was overwhelmed and frankly scared as hell
Because I really fell for you

Oh I swear to you
I'll be there for you
This is not a drive by
Just a shy guy looking for a two-ply
Hefty bag to hold my love
When you move me everything is groovy
They don't like it sue me
Mmm the way you do me
Oh I swear to you
I'll be there for you
This is not a drive by

On the other side of a downward spiral
My love for you went viral
And I loved you every mile you drove away
But now here you are again
So let's skip the "how you been"
And get down to the "more than friends" at last

Oh but that one night
Is still the highlight
I didn't need you until i came to
And I was overwhelmed and frankly scared as hell
Because I really fell for you

Oh I swear to you
I'll be there for you
This is not a drive by
Just a shy guy looking for a two-ply
Hefty bag to hold my love
When you move me everything is groovy
They don't like it sue me
Mmm the way you do me
Oh I swear to you
I'll be there for you
This is not a drive by

Please believe that when I leave
There's nothing up my sleeve but love for you
And a little time to get my head together too

On the other side of a street I knew
Stood a girl that looked like you
I guess that's déjà vu
But I thought this can't be true
'Cause

Oh I swear to you
I'll be there for you
This is not a drive by
Just a shy guy looking for a two-ply
Hefty bag to hold my love
When you move me everything is groovy
They don't like it sue me
Mmm the way you do me
Oh I swear to you
I'll be there for you
This is not a drive by

Take Care - Drake ft. Rihanna

[rihanna]
know you’ve been hurt by someone else
i can tell by the way you carry yourself
if you let me, here’s what i’ll do
i’ll take care of you
i’ve loved and i’ve lost

[drake: verse 1]
i’ve asked about you and they’ve told me things
but my mind didn’t change
i still the feel the same
a life with no fun, please don’t be so ashamed
i’ve had mine, you’ve had yours we both know
we know, they don’t get you like i will
my only wish is i die real
cause that truth hurts, and those lies heal
and you can’t sleep thinking that he lies still
so you cry still, tears all in the pillow case
big girls all get a little taste
pushing me away so i give her space
feeling with a heart that i didn’t break
i’ll be there for you, i will care for you
i keep thanking you, just don’t know
try to run from that, say you’re done with that
on your face girl, it just don’t show
when you’re ready, just say you’re ready
when all the baggage just ain’t as heavy
and the parties over, just don’t forget me
we’ll change the pace and just go slow
won’t ever have to worry,
you won’t ever have to hide
if you seen all my mistakes
so look me in my eyes

[rihanna]
cause if you let me, here’s what i’ll do
i’ll take care of you
i’ve loved and i’ve lost

[drake: verse 2]
it’s my birthday, i get high if i want to
can’t deny that i want to, but i lie if have to
cause you don’t say you love me
to your friend when they ask you
even though we both know that you do (you do)
one time, been in love one time
you and all your girls in the club one time
all so convinced that you’re following your heart
cause your mind don’t control what it does sometimes
we all have our nights though, don’t be so ashamed
i’ve had mine, you’ve had yours, we both know
we know, you hate being alone
you ain’t the only one
you hate the fact that you bought the dream
and they sold you one
you love your friends but somebody shoulda told you somin’ to save you

[rihanna]
know you’ve been hurt by someone else
i can tell by the way you carry yourself
if you let me, here’s what i’ll do
i’ll take care of you
i’ve loved and i’ve lost

Should I smile because we are friends? Or cry because we'll never be anything more?

Gue pernah denger cerita dari seseorang yang dulu deket banget sama gue. yap, "dulu" walaupun gue gak tau apa status gue sama dia skarang. dia cerita pernah ada remaja cewek, namanya namima. dia seperti remaja pada umumnya, masih labil. seakan hidup ini begitu pelik, sampai dia bertemu seseorang, yan, baru dia kenal, yang tiba tiba menghadirkan suasana baru untuk hidup dia. dia perlahan lahan mulai jatuh hati, dia luluh. tapi dia tetep munafik, gak mengakui dia jatuh cinta dengan seseorang itu. sampai seseorang itu pergi, bersama cewek lain. seketika itu juga namima merasa hancur. dan dia memutuskan bunuh diri.

yeah, gue gaktau dia dpt cerita ini dr mana. tapi gue bertanya tanya sekuat itukah efek jatuh cinta? jujur, pertanyaan ini baru muncul saat gue lagi nyetir balik dari sekolah ke rumah. gue lagi suntuk pas nyopir saat itu. pikiran gue kemana mana. yap, gue galau. entah apa yang merasuki gue, gue jadi gak bersemangat. di perjalanan gue nyaris nabrak motor. untung gak ketabrak. nah entah gimana, momen momen saat gue mau nabrak itu yang ngingetin gue ttg dia, cerita dia, hingga ke pertanyaan "sekuat itukah efek jatuh cinta?"

jujur, mungkin sekarang gue lagi sayang sama seseorang. dan gue harap gue gak bener bener sayang sama dia. berkali kali gue menjilat lidah gue sendiri. bilang gue gak suka dia padahal hati kecil gue ketawa, ngetawain kebohongan gue. mungkin ini salah gue, ya, gue terlalu dekat. gue perlahan  lahan masuk ke dunianya. ini beda, ini berbeda dimana saat gue ngedeketin mantan mantan gue, cukup 1 bulan dan gue udah yakin "i will get her" seakan hati gue terbagi 2 sisi, antara mentingin ego gue sendiri atau ngejaga perasaan orang lain. ini sulit. sikon semakin nyusahin dengan gue udah mau unas. mungkin gue coba ngalah. ngelepasin ego gue, istirahat sejenak, berhenti memacu detak jantung gue saat dia gak bales sms dll. adakalanya gue menyesal, tapi ada kalanya gue bersyukur ketemu dia. seandainya bisa gue berharap ketemu dia dilain waktu, dilain tempat. dilain kesempatan. dimana gue dengan bebas bisa bilang "i love you" dimana gue dengan bebas bisa bilang "i miss you" dimana gue dengan bebas bisa bilang "would you be my girl"

"If I could give you one thing in life, I would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes, only then would you realize how special you are to me"