Bring me to life - Evanescence

How can you see into my eyes

like open doors.

Leading you down into my core

where I've become so numb.

Without a soul

my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold

until you find it there and lead it back home.


CHORUS

Wake me up.

Wake me up inside.

I can't wake up.

Wake me up inside.

Save me.

Call my name and save me from the dark.

Wake me up.

Bid my blood to run.

I can't wake up.

Before I come undone.

Save me.

Save me from the nothing I've become.


Now that I know what I'm without

you can't just leave me.

Breathe into me and make me real

Bring me to life.


[Chorus]


Bring me to life.

I've been living a lie

There's nothing inside.

Bring me to life.


Frozen inside without your touch,

without your love, darling.

Only you are the life among the dead.


All this time

I can't believe I couldn't see

Kept in the dark

but you were there in front of me


I've been sleeping a 1000 years it seems.

I've got to open my eyes to everything.


Without a thought

Without a voice

Without a soul


Don't let me die here

There must be something wrong.

Bring me to life.


[Chorus]


Bring me to life.

I've been living a lie

There's nothing inside.


Bring me to life

catatan kecil ditengah kesunyian malam

"Itu anaknya dateng" "ah biarin aja" "kapan lo berani nembak" "ga semudah itu, gue ga bisa masuk ke dunia dia, terlalu susah" percakapan gue dan temen gue kembali terngiang di kepala gue. Pikiran gue kembali melayang ke smp dulu gue sklh di bogor, masih terasa kuat di memori ini bagaimana suasana sklh dimana gelak tawa menghiasi hari2 gue dan temen2. Dan ingatan ini jelas tak bisa melupakan dia. Ya, dia, seseorang yang dulu gue aja ga nyangka bisa membuat gue jatuh hati. Ya semua terasa begitu cepat, cinta memang ga pernah permisi. Tiba2 datang dan mengetuk hati gue, dan tiba tiba menyergap. "ga semudah itu, gue ga bisa masuk ke dunia dia, terlalu susah" kata kata itu tiba2 seakan janggal ketika gue bisa mendapatkan hatinya. 1 bulan, 2 bulan, 3 bulan, 4 bulan dan seterusnya belalu. Ah terasa betapa indahnya hari2 gue, betapa manisnya senyum yang meluluhkan hati ini. Cinta memang menyenangkan tapi cinta juga cenderung menyakitkan. Itu yang waktu itu gue hindari. Hari berlalu, gue masih juga malu untuk deketin dia dan ngajak ngobrol, layaknya orang pacaran. Mental gue mental tempe ketika berhadapan dgn org yang gue suka. Betapa panas hati ini melihat dia dengan asyiknya bercanda dengan teman2 cowoknya, dan gue hanya bisa terdiam, membisu. Walaupun gitu, gue setiap saat bbman sama dia. Ketika hp gue geter, rasanya seperti tetesan air yang membasahi gersangnya hati ini. Balesan dia, itu yang selalu gue nanti. Semua berubah ketika gue pindah meneruskan smp ke Jogja. Jogja, kota yang indah dengan keindahan mengagumkan, suasana yang begitu menyenangkan. Gue bangga bisa bersekolah di sini, tanah yang kaya akan budaya dan sejarah perjuangan. Berat bagi gue meninggalkan dia. Terasa segar ingatan ini saat hari terakhir gue bersekolah, saat itu kelas 8 sedang mengadakan class meeting dan kelas 7 mengadakan acara lain (ya, dia yang menjadi pacar gue adek kelas gue) hari perpisahan yang indah, dimana gue bisa membawa kelas untuk juara 2 futsal. Ya, gue yang memakai kaos hitam dan celana olh raga dilipat selutut + sepatu adidas putih mencetak beberapa goal yang menghantarkan kelas jadi juara 2. Selesai pertandingan gue menyerahkan hadiah uang ke temen gue dan blg "nih uang bagi2, gue ga usah" ya, saat itu gue blm blg mau pindah. Teringat jelas saat gue mau ke parkiran dia sedang berbicara dengan teman2nya, gue hanya bisa terdiam dan berlari. Di airport, gue bilang yang sebenarnya kepada diadi bbm. Dan gue berjanji akan menelfon dia setiap hari. Haha gue tau janji itu gabakal guu tepatin, gue ga begitu berani. Semua berubah sejak saat itu, komunikasi antara gue dan dia semakin jarang. Gue ngerasa dia semakin jauh. Dan betapa sesak hati ini ketika dia seperti tidak perduli dan ga niat saat gue mencoba menyapa lewat bbm. Gue mencoba bertahan, walaupun sakit ini semakin merasuk. Panas terasa hati ini melihat dia seenaknya mention2an dgn cowo lain. Secercah harapan muncul, bagaikan tetesan embun disaat musim kemarau saat gue bisa silaturahmi ke sklh waktu ke bogor. Betapa rindu hati ini melihatnya. Dengan penuh keberanian gue mendekati dia dan gue ngobrol. Suaranya bagaikan melodi melodi yang dilantunkan oleh pianis, yang menyejukan hati. Bagaikan hujan yang turun dengan perlahan dan membasahi bumi, suaranya membasahi panasnya hati. Dan gue sadar, itu pertemuan terakhir gue sampai akhir kls 9. Akhirnya gue balik ke Jogja. Klimaksnya saat ini, dimana entah mengapa dia menghapus nama gue dr bio twitternya. Sesak, perih rasanya. Gue ga ngerti, mungkin dia emang udah gamikirin perasaan gue lagi. Semakin hari kita udh ga chat dan hubungan kita renggang. Inilah titik balik dimana gue harus memilih, mempertahankan atau menghentikan. Kalau mau dikata, hati ini sudah cukup lama menderita, merasa perih. Tapi rasa suka seakan menutupi sakit itu. Terlintas kata kata guru bhasa indonesiaku, Bu Narsih. Beliau berkata bahwa lebih baik putus dr pada mengganggu konsentrasi. Gue setuju, gue harus ambil keputusan. Dan keputusan gue bukan lanjut atau putus. Melainkan break. Kata sederhana yang sebenarnya mengandung makna yang dalam. Gue sadar konsekuensinya. Bisa aja dia selingkuh atau tiba2 meminta putus. Tahap ini dimana gue dan dia bisa sadar sejauh mana gue dan dia saling membutuhkan. Ga pernah mudah ambil keputusan kyk gini. Berat. Tapi tekad gue udh bulat. Besok, gue telfon dia dan harus bilang apa adanya. Hidup itu pilihan. Perubahan memang menyakitkan, tapi kesakitan itulah yang membuat diri kita dewasa, dan lebih siap menghadapi tantangan pada stage kehidupan yang lebih tinggi. Lagian, yang namanya cinta, memang cenderung berakhir menyakitkan, menorehkan luka kenangan yang sulit dilupakan, karena di situlah letak karasteristik sebuah perasaan cinta. Night!

It will rain - Bruno Mars

If you ever leave me, baby,
Leave some morphine at my door
‘Cause it would take a whole lot of medication
To realize what we used to have,
We don’t have it anymore.

There’s no religion that could save me
No matter how long my leaves are on the floor
So keep in mind all the sacrifices I’m makin’
Will keep you by my side
Will keep you from walkin’ out the door.

Chorus:
Cause there’ll be no more sunlight
if I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
if I lose you, baby
Just let the clouds, I
I will do the same if you walk away
Everyday, it will rain

I’ll never be your mother’s favorite
Your daddy can’t even look me in the eye
Oooh if I was in their shoes, I’d be doing the same thing
Sayin there goes my little girl
walkin’ with that troublesome guy

But they’re just afraid of something they can’t understand
Oooh well little darlin’ watch me change their minds
Yea for you I’ll try I’ll try I’ll try
I’ll pick up these broken pieces ’til I’m bleeding
That’ll make you mine

Chorus:
Cause there’ll be no more sunlight
if I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
if I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds, I
I will do the same if you walk away
Everyday, it will rain

I’ll do the same
goodbye, don’t just say, goodbye
I’ll pick up these broken pieces ’til I’m bleeding
That’ll make it right

Chorus:
Cause there’ll be no more sunlight
if I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
if I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds, I
I will do the same if you walk away
Everyday, it will rain

That should be me - Justin Bieber

Everybody’s laughing in my mind
Rumors spreading ’bout this other guy
Do you do what you did when you did with me
Does he love you the way I can
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me
Cause baby I didn’t

That should be me holdin’ your hand
That should be me makin’ you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me that should be me
That should be me feelin’ your kiss
That should be me buyin’ you gifts
This is so wrong,
I can’t go on,
Till you believe that
That should be me

That should be me
Yeah,
You said you needed a little time for my mistakes
It’s funny how you use that time to have me replaced
But did you think that I wouldn’t see you out at the movies
Whatcha doin’ to me you’re taken’ him where we used to go
Now if you’re tryin’ to break my heart
It’s working ’cause you know that

Chorus
That should be me holdin’ your hand
That should be me makin’ you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me that should be me
That should be me feelin’ your kiss
That should be me buyin’ you gifts
This is so wrong,
I can’t go on,
Till you believe that
That should be me

I need to know should I fight for our love for this long
It’s getting harder to shield this pain in my heart

Chorus
That should be me holdin’ your hand
That should be me makin’ you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me that should be me
That should be me feelin’ your kiss
That should be me buyin’ you gifts
This is so wrong,
I can’t go on,
Till you believe that
That should be me

That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me

The end where I begin - The Script

Sometimes tears say all there is to say
Sometime your first scars won't ever fade away

Tried to break my heart, well it's broke
Tried to hang me high, well I'm choked
Wanted rain on me, well I'm soaked, soaked to the skin
It's the end where I begin, it's the end where I begin

Sometimes we don't learn from our mistakes
And sometimes we've no choice but to walk away, away

Tried to break my heart, well it's broke
Tried to hang me high, well I'm choked
Wanted rain on me, well I'm soaked, soaked to the skin
It's the end where I begin, it's the end where I begin

Now I'm alive and the ghosts are gone
I've shed all the pain, I've been holding on
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The cure for a heart is to move along
So move along, so move along

Now I'm alive and the ghosts are gone
I've shed all the pain, I've been holding on
The cure for a heart is to move along
So move along, so move along

Now I'm alive and the ghosts are gone
I've shed all the pain, I've been holding on
What don't kill a heart only makes it strong

Sometimes tears say all there is to say
Sometimes your first scars don't ever fade away

Tried to break my heart, well it's broke
Tried to hang me high, well I'm choked
Wanted rain on me, well I'm soaked, soaked to the skin
It's the end, end where I, end where I, end where I begin
It's the end where I, end where I, end where I begin

Sometimes we don't learn from our mistakes
And sometimes we've no choice but to walk away, away

Lighters - Bad Meets Evil

[Chorus]
This ones for you and me
Living out our dreams
We are right where we should be
With my arms out wide
I open my eyes
And now
All I wanna see
Is a sky full of lighters
A sky full of lighters

[Eminem]
By the time you hear this I will have already spiraled up
I would never do nothin to let you cowards fuck my world up
If I was you I would duck or get struck like lighting fighters
Keep fighting
Put your lighters up
Point em’ skyward UH!
Had a dream I was king
I woke up
Still king
This rap game’s nipples is mine
For the milking
Till nobody else even fuckin feels me
Till it kill me
I swear to god I’ll be the fucking illest in the music
There is
Or there ever will be
Disagree? Feel free, but from now on I’m refusing, to ever give up,
Only thing I ever gave ups using
No more excuses
Excuse me if my head’s to big for this building
And pardon me if I’m a cocky prick
But you cocks are slick
Poppin shit on how you flipped your life around
Crock of shit
Who you dicks tryna’ kid?
Flip dick you did opposite
You stayed the same
Cause cock backwards is still cock you prick
I love it when I tell’em shove it
Cause it wasn’t that
Long ago
When Marshall sat
Flustered, lack lustered
Cause he couldn’t cut
Mustered
Muster up
Nothin
Brain fuzzy
Cause hes buzzing
Woke up from that buzz and now you wonder
Why he does it how he does
Wasn’t cause he had
Buzzards circlin’ round his head
Waitin for him to drop dead, was it?
Or was it cause some bitches wrote him off
Little hussy ass fusses
Fuck it
Guess it doesn’t matter now does it?
What difference it make
Whats it take?
To get it through you thick skulls that this ain’t
Some bullshit
People don’t usually come back this way
From a place that was as dark as I was
And just to get to this place
Some of these words be like a switchblades to a hater’s rib cage
And let it be known that from this day forward
I wanna just say thanks
Cause your hate is what gave me the strength
So let them bics raise
Cause I came at 5’9″
But I feel like I’m 6’8″

[Chorus]
This ones for you and me
Living out our dreams
Where are right where we should be
With my arms out wide
I open my eyes
And now
All I wanna see
Is a sky full of lighters
A sky full of lighters

[Royce Da 5’9"]
By the time you hear this I probably already be outie
I advance like going from toting iron to goin
And buying 4 or 5 of the homies, to iron man outie
My daddy told me, slow down boy you’re going to blow it
And I ain’t gotta stop to be the minute to tell shady I love the same way that he did Dr. Dre on the chronic
Tell’em how real he is
Or how high I am
Or how I would kill him, for him to know it
I cry when he tears
My daddy gotta bad back
So its only right that I write
Till he can march right in to that post office and tell’em to hang it up
Now his careers Lebron’s jersey in twenty years
I stop when I’m at the very top
You shitted on me on your way up
Its bout to be a scary drop
Cause what goes up
Must come down
You goin down
I’m somethin you don’t wanna see
Like a hairy box
Every hour
Happy hour now
Life is wacky now
Used to have to eat the cat to get the pussy
Now I’m just a cat’s meow
Owwww
I’m (?)
Always down for the catch-way
Like Pacquio
Yall are doomed
I remember when T-Pain ain’t wanna work with me
My car starts itself
Parks itself
And auto-tunes
Cause now I’m in the astin
I went from having my city locked up
To getting treated like (kronica patrick?)
And now I’m fantastic
Compared to a weed high
And yall’ niggas the sky sippin like bitches
On a radio and TV
See me, we fly
Yall’ buggin out like Wendy Williams
Starin’ at a bee hive
And how real is that?
I remember signing my first deal
Now I’m the second best
I can deal with that
Now Bruno can show his ass
Without the MTV awards gag

[Bridge]
You and I
Know what its like
To be kicked down
Forced to fight
But tonight
We’re alright
So hold up your lights
Let it shine
Cause..

[Chorus]
This ones for you and me
Living out our dreams
We are right where we should be
With my arms out wide
I open my eyes
And now
All I wanna see
Is a sky full of lighters
A sky full of lighters

Iridescent - Linkin Park

You were standing in the wake of devastation
And you were waiting on the edge of the unknown
And with the cataclysm raining down
Insides crying "Save me now"
You were there, impossibly alone

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation?
You build up hope, but failure’s all you’ve known
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go. Let it go

And in a burst of light that blinded every angel
As if the sky had blown the heavens into stars
You felt the gravity of tempered grace
Falling into empty space
No one there to catch you in their arms

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation?
You build up hope, but failure’s all you’ve known
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go. Let it go

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation?
You build up hope, but failure’s all you’ve known
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go. Let it go

Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation?
You build up hope, but failure’s all you’ve known
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go. Let it go